"The biggest lesson I’ve learned is, It’s okay. It’s okay for me to be kind to myself. It’s okay to be wrong. It’s okay to get mad. It’s okay to be flawed. It’s okay to be happy. It’s okay to move on."
- Hayley Williams (via perrfectly)
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July 18th
Loving someone hurts when they don’t love you back. You have so many hopes and dreams of what your life could be and who you could be sharing that life with. When I first saw him I never pictured loving him the way I do. I never pictured him making me as happy as he does. But I also never pictured him hurting me the way he did. Is it possible to still love someone who hurt you? Sometimes being with him hurts more than being without him. I’ve felt heartbreak before, he left because there’s always better out there. But my heart aches even when we’re together, sometimes worse than the heartbreak of when he left. How does that make sense? How could I have the man I want but still be hurting? I’m scared. I’m scared he’s gonna leave again because that’s what he does, he leaves. I’m scared but I love him. I’d do anything for him but I don’t think he would do the same for me. It’s disappointing but very eye opening. I deserve the truth, I deserve explanations and the upmost respect. If someone hesitates to treat you the way they get treated should you really be with them? If they truly cared about you they wouldn’t treat you like shit. Going back to toxic people never works, they never grow up and never learn what a good person who loves them looks like. They will always think about just themselves and no one else’s feelings. I need to remember that someone will be lucky to have me. One day I’ll have someone who treats me like a real person with real feelings. That is proud to have me and shows me they love and respect me. You can’t force someone to open their eyes and see the good that’s in front of them but one day they will realize the good that they let leave their life.
August 9th
Update, he left cause that’s what they do right?
But no that’s not what they do, just what he does. Someone who truly loves you won’t just pick up and run away which is why I’m slowly learning that wasn’t love.
The sooner you cut people who dont value your time, the sooner you find people who understand how important time is. You are what you accept
- Expherience
(via helpfvl)
(Source: davykesey, via perrfectly)
"And I just want to know why you made us feel like we were at war. When a few nights before we watched the stars through the window on your bedroom floor."
- (via kushandwizdom)
I haven’t met all of me yet.
What a lovely and terrifying thought all at the same time
(via helpfvl)
"
i wish you wanted me
but sometimes,
life fucking sucks
and you fall in love with people
who will never love you back.
- A.M// you dont want me pt1 (via tullipsink)
